It still doesn't quite feel real.

It's hard to believe that I'll be leaving in a couple of days.

We just had an excellent Jen Con, in the middle of which was a trip to see the most excellently well-done Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy. I'm glad I got to spend these last few days with you guys.

It's finally sinking in that I'm not going to be here for ninth block. I'm going to miss people. But at the same time, there are a lot of things that I'm not going to miss. Last-block-stress-a-thon is one of those things (though I think I can safely say I did that last block). Sodexho food is another of those things. The list goes on, but it's probably the same as anyone else's list of things they won't miss about Cornell.

It makes me sad that I cannot go see Episode III with everyone. I would have definitely loved to go. Perhaps my new robot friends will want to go. Provided, of course, that we actually become friends. Which I hope does happen. It would suck working for three months with people who don't get along with each other.

Today will be spent mostly cleaning my room, but also packing some things. (the room cleaning part is the most important, as mother will be here to help me finish packing tomorrow)

My Social Security Card is lost at home, and I think I'm going to need it, which really sucks. I honestly don't know what I'm going to do. The closest thing I have is my passport. I definitely know where that is. In addition to my passport, I also know where my towel is. But I don't think that'll help too much.

I don't want to leave, but at the same time I know that I'll probably have a lot of fun there, and also that it's definitely going to be good for me.

Ah well, I just have to keep telling myself "don't panic."

~Kirideth