I feel like a disgruntled programmer or something.

We're writing extensive pieces of code in class. Complete programs, even. Not like I haven't done that in other classes, but this time it has to be well-documented. Which sort of makes it feel like I'm doing something real, and not just a class assignment. And while that's cool and all, I find myself displeased with the documentation to the point where, when I step back and listen to what I say about the project in general, I find that I sound like a disgruntled programmer. I guess to an extent, I am.

The nurses think that the pain I was in might have had something to do with stress, but I didn't think I was in more stress than I have been. At least they didn't try to tell me I'm pregnant.

And all of this causes unpleasant feelings and self-doubting, and wondering who my real friends are, if anyone. But no one wants to hear about that, and this keyboard is irritating me, so I'm going to be done.

~Kirideth